MJ Movie x2

Pissed with myself again for not understanding anything taught in finance lecture class today. After classes, we stayed a while to do assignment. Not sure about the correctness of the answer but we managed to finish question 1 and question 2. All that's left now is question 3. After that, went to Tropicana City with Ji Yang for MJ movie as I promised him. The condition was after we're done with assignment. I take responsibility for my words. It was the second time I watch this movie but I still like it. Nice songs and awesome dance moves. Glad he enjoyed the movie too. Knew he would like it. Just like the first time I went for the movie, people never leave even the credit was showing.

Fundamentals of Finance Assignment

Wore short pants to UTAR today. They seems so surprised that I dress like that. It's not really the first time I wear like that to UTAR maybe they just never see before. Chin Ping said cute. Zzzz... Today programming practical was quite fun too. Learnt some more new codes. Hmm... Today suppose to start on finance assignment? I wonder if it's true. Need to work on the first question assigned to me. Let's get it started!

Disappointed With Myself

Fundamentals of Finance midterm exam just over. 7.30pm is really not a good time to drive! Traffic jams everywhere. Furthermore, it was raining. Should I be relieved now or upset? I think I did quite badly for the exam. Studied just like no study at all. Balance sheet not balance. Hope for miracles. Hope the outcome is not what I expect. Time to start assignment soon.

Fundamentals of Finance Midterm Exam!

Yet again will be having midterm exam this soon. Tomorrow at 6.30pm to 7.30pm will be having Fundamentals of Finance midterm exam. Class will end at 4pm. There'll be 2 and a half hour to study before the exam. Hope I'll do fine tomorrow. Good luck to everyone else too.

The only problem is...WHY IS THE EXAM TIME HAVE TO BE THIS LATE?! After the exam at 7.30pm will be lots of traffic jam. Zzzz... Anyways, have to study now.

What Did I Do Wrong?...

After back from relative's house yesterday, I finally went out with my father. It has been sometimes now when I last met with him. I don't know I should feel happy or excited about seeing him after so long...

Before I proceed, I want to say I shouldn't be posting this on my blog. As my blog stated forbidden memories, which means memories that I kept to myself, hidden and locked in the depth of my mind. Simply means things that I do not wish to share with others even those closest to me.

I don't know is there any misunderstanding but all I said was my car requires a change of engine oil. Thus, I did not drive the Proton Wira yesterday. I did not ask grandfather to take the car to service. Instead, I drove my mom's car along with my brother in the car, I went to fetch my father. Just as he requested, I passed him the bills and letters he asked for. Then, we set off to a nearby mamak store near his house. On the way there, I noticed my driving isn't his liking. I know I am still an amateur at driving. I will apologize for my drivings style.

When we reached there, we sat down and ordered beverages. Afterwards, my father started to say something to me... Mentioning I value my friends more than my siblings... This was not the first time he said that to me... I know what he said is right but I do not know what I did that made him said that. Furthermore, I did not do anything to my siblings. In addition, nowadays I rarely hangout with any friends of mine. You give me pocket money and told me to spend it carefully. I did not ask money from you. Honestly speaking, I never spend money recklessly unlike my sister. In fact, I rarely spend money. I've been going out less and managed to cut my petrol spending to RM20 in 3 months time. As for my meals at university, I only order teh tarik RM1 daily. Maybe you don't like it when I go Genting and Malacca during my holidays instead of going to work. I know I don't know how to earn money and only know how to spend money, but I tried my best not to burden you. That's why I tried my best to get a scholarship.

I can understand that you're upset maybe because business is bad for you recently and you want to unleash your frustration on me. But I really don't know what I did wrong. My brother was sitting next to me and he did not get any scoldings. Just like you never scold your daughter even if she is the one at fault! I'm always the one for you to put out your anger on... I respect you and I look up to you as my hero. I tried my best at my studies just as you wish. I receive more scoldings than praising from you. However, I will never hate you. I'm not saying I'm not at fault but rather confused and don't know what I did wrong. I think you will never be proud a son like me...

Regarding Kampar, I still don't know I want to go or not. But I think I do not have a choice and it's too late to turn back now. Hopefully, things will be different for me. Away from things that will become a forbidden memory.

~Disobedient, Rebellious Son

Micheal Jackson Movie

It's the end of another week of semester 3. Went back around 1pm today after classes. Saw the textbooks I wanna purchase. Total 3 books cost about RM145. I still don't have enough money and I don't want spend it all. I'll be back for the books! I might need it for my degree course. Went to PD block with Ji Yang and waited for the bus to arrive. PD block's computers have quite a fast Internet connection. I can even login to Kingory.

Shortly after I reached home, my mom wanna go 1 utama. Just accompany her shopping since she felt bored at home. Later at 6.45pm, we watched Micheal Jackson's Movie: This Is It! The movie shows all his rehearsals for his concerts. I'm not a big fan of Micheal Jackson but I just like his songs. After watching his movie, I think Micheal Jackson is a genius. No wonder Ji Yang like him so much. His dance moves are cool and simply amazing! I was so fascinated watching him move. Other than that, his songs are nice too. Some are quite meaningful and caring. For example, Heal The World. It shows that he's not just a performer on stage but also a caring person with much love to share. His music video is awesome and full of feelings. Very creative and the special effects are so real. Audience even stayed and watch the credits. This is the first time I've ever seen audience stay and watch credits. Hmm...Saw Chon Kai, Chian Min and Jia En at 1 utama too.

Call of Duty 4

A week has passed since semester 3 started. I'm still doing fine. Went for Problem Solving and Programming's first practical class. It's very intriguing. Can create basic things now I think. Can't wait for the next class. I wish to get the textbooks for this semester. But currently short of money.

Friday night, best friend, Chon Kai needed people to play Call of Duty 4 with his team. So, he asked me and my cousin to join. We went to Sunway Rock Cafe. People in the cyber looks mostly like nerds to me. I know I shouldn't say this cause I am one myself. Before the match start, we played a few trial rounds for testing of buttons. I'm a new player who never play this game before and not good at shooting games. We played 3 matches. Lost the first match and won the second match. Third match could be say a draw maybe. I wasn't good at it at all. I ranked the last for all matches, but at least I killed few shots.

After that, we waited for the lucky draw, the only reason why we're there for. We have 6 people in a team. One of us, Jason were chosen for the price of RM30 voucher at Sunway Rock Cafe. Next, my cousin was chosen and another guy. They played rock,paper,scissor to choose the paper. Who ever chosen GG will be withdraw. My cousin won and chosen For The Win! He was so happy when he got the Razer Mouse, which cost about RM100 something. For the final prize, 4 people were called out. One of them was me. They called Raiko, Win Soon. But I taken the paper with GG on it. So...Well, few seconds of joy. I don't know what is the prize (some kind of computer hardware) but it cost RM500. Finally, we went home at 11.30pm.

Razer's Laser Mouse

Zero, Phoon William