How Friendship Break?

Received an email from friend and decided to post it because I find it related to me some how. Final post for today. (Is this true? Should I try this to forget? That's why also no more facebook. Don't wanna see it.)

How Friendship Break?
Both friends will think the other is busy.
And will not contact,
Thinking it may be disturbing.
As time passes,
Both will let the other contact.
After that, each will think why should I contact
first?
Here love will be converted to hate.
Finally, without contact, the memory becomes
weak.
They forget each other.

Thursday - 11th June

Jia Wern came to UTAR after class. I think this will probably be the last time to see her. But please keep in touch. I still want good morning from you. You are the only person now I can talk to.

After that, went to One Utama for movies with Ching Peng, Jian Shen and Ji Yang. It was Ji Yang's idea. He doesn't have enough money and yet he wants to go! "It's for study, you know, like marketing, mass communication, have to see the surroundings," he said to his mother. Went to GSC and bought tickets for Monster vs Alien (3D) and 17 Again. So expensive...3D movie cost RM16 a ticket and 17 Again cost RM9. Although I watched it before but I don't mind watching again with Ji Yang since the movie was nice and funny. I didn't have anything for breakfast, just teh ice. Was hungry and we went for A&W. Seriously, the food there sucks except for the root beer float. Should see what Ji Yang ordered. The Burger Ji Yang ate was so thin that it looks only buns with nothing inside. The 3D movie was a bit funny and mostly for kids. Watching it makes my eyes tired. Not comfortable wearing spects and the 3D glasses together. Ji Yang and I went for another movie. Before and after the movie, we played pool. We won't both games. I didn't know he was that good.

Meanwhile, CCS was at James house. They both want to go clubbing again. And so, I went clubbing for the 2nd time. It was ladies' night. James dressed up so handsomely because of it. He invited Darren along. I didn't expect he will go. So the 4 of us went in. The entrance fees was RM40 since it's midnight already. This time it's full of people. The later it gets, the more people coming. Very different from the first time I came. There are performance today like the bar tenders juggling the bottles and sorts. This time, I had whiskey. It tasted very nice, taste sweet. Also, I dance with them on the dance floor before it's too crowded. The first time I didn't dare to dance. We went back at around 2.30am. James looked disappointed cause he didn't manage to get the girls after dressing up like that. He blame his short hair. We went to Murni for a supper again after that.

Nil

Received my japanese exam result. Scored 87 out of 100 this time. A bit disappointing. In the certificate only written there merit.

http://o2sehonesty.blogspot.com/2009/06/man-in-pain-love-edition-by-wayne-chan.html

Says it all. It's like you know exactly what I'm thinking.

Bar Celona!

I was quite depress on Wednesday after what I saw. Yes, maybe I was just thinking too much. But still, I won't want to face it, neither would I want to accept it. On MSN, I asked James whether he wants to go for supper with me and talk a bit. He suggested that I go clubbing with him. Since I'm already 18 and at that moment, I really doesn't care about anything else around me so I just went along with him. So, Bar Celona, here we go! 18 already what? Legal age for drinking alcohol. Muhuhahaha!! First time go clubbing. Entrance fees was like RM35 included a glass drink. I saw the people there and like WOW! Totally different. Now I can see why James like it. The music was damn loud. Awesome bass, DJ and everything. Can feel the vibration everywhere. Can even feel my heart vibrating! That shows how rocking the music was! I had Vodka for the first time. It tasted like Lemon Juice. Had Heineken too. It taste quite sour. I don't really like it but I still drink. That's the cheapest there from what I've heard from James. RM17 a bottle. I did cheer up and forgotten a bit about those disturbing things. Now I see why it taste sour but yet still drink it. Quite a night, quite an experience! Drank alcohol still drive. Got police outside the club to control fighting but luckily no road block. I didn't really get drunk. Seems like no feeling.

9th June - My Birthday Part 2

After the end of classes for the day, went back home to take a nap. Daddy said around 7.30pm will go out celebrate again. Invited James along. Daddy arrived at 8pm to pick us up and went One Utama. Luckily got go out, because there's no electricity at home. Very dark and hot. That time I kept sms, at least don't have so sit there bored and sweat all over. First, we went for dinner at T.G.I FRIDAY. It was my first time to dined there. Take a look. The food quite nice but very less. The price is totally the other way around though, we ate about RM200.

After eating, went to play snooker and pool. Daddy want to see James' skill and wanna challenge him. Turns out he's very good at it. Very accurate, can even compete with my father. Some more last time my father went for competition. Like what Darren would say,"Pro God Expert!". They played 2 match of snooker, both end up draw cause one match won by James and another my father. However, my father lost to James in pool. Maybe he was busy smoking and talking on the phone while I was busy sms-ing too.

After all these, went to Murni for supper. It's already around 3.30am and I have classes early in the morning the next day. That'll be the last event for the day. I'm finally 18. This birthday ain't quite bad. Can be consider as one the best birthday I've ever had. Thanks for everything!

In the sms, you told me to smile because people doesn't like poker face. Yes, I'll listen to you. But it's hard for me to do that because I'm not smiling from my heart. I'll still smile even if I'm not happy because you told me to. Especially when I see you, I'll smile for real.

9th June - My Birthday

A lot of people wished me Happy Birthday. Old friends, new friends and family. Thank you all and I'm happy enough that you remembered. You don't have to give me any present, cause I don't even know what I want for either. Even if you give me money, I also don't know what to buy with it. Although, some of them didn't know it was my birthday but in the end they found out. I never really want to tell any of my new friends that it's my birthday cause it's just a normal day. It's not like I want to celebrate it.

But still, during break time, my classmates celebrate my birthday. I really appreciate it. I can't thank you all enough, TC1. They even went through the trouble of getting me a birthday cake and present! Felt really touched. And I'm sorry to Wai Ho that he got saman after getting the cake. Although I don't like to eat cake, but the cake wasn't half bad. It's strawberry chocolate cake, I think, since no such thing as a watermelon cake. On the cake, it's writen Happy Birthday Vincent a.k.a Dai Lou! =.="! I'm not Dai Lou! Some more they sang happy birthday song for me until the other UTAR students also sang and looking! Malu betul! They bought me 4 Naruto figures as my present. How you know I like those? One of those was like RM30 but 4?! I'm guessing Lay Ching, Herman and Ji Yang suggested it. I think this is the 5th time receiving birthday present from friends. I don't usually get present from friends. So, really thank you all a lot.

About the 3 wishes you ask me to make before I blow out the candles...

1. Want to be with you.
2. To get better results.
3. To be happier in life.

Of course, these are only wishes. It will not come true. That's why it's called wish. 3 of my wishes will most probably won't come true as all of it are a chain-link. One affects another.

Hard feelings...

Finally the electricity is back. It's been out since yesterday. Don't know how I managed to sleep through the night. No fan, so hot, feed mosquito, mosquito flying near my ears... The next day I woke up, still no electricity, got to get to school. Shit, no water as well! Didn't shower, feels smelly. The day went along like usual. After the end of the last class, I witnessed something I shouldn't have saw. Messed up my mind. Felt like my heart punctured. I can't accept it. This is the first time ever I felt this hurt. Went home to sleep. Still no electricity until I woke up when the technicians are done fixing it. This feeling just ain't going away.Really have to resist. When I say stop facebook for good, I have to mean it.